She scours the crowd; forward moving cattle passing through the mall entrance. It’s hot outside and, despite the volume of people’s warmth causing friction, she is cooled. To her right is a bakery. Puff pastries, heavy breads, and chocolate eclairs are lined-up in single file behind the glass panelling. To her left is a donut shop. The delectable O’s are being dealt like cards to customers. The sugar glaze drips from the donuts’ golden surfaces. Glaciers atop a still and yellow sea.

The smells dance with each other under the incandescent lights and make their way up her nostrils. The sight of pastries was meaningless enough. However, the scent–the sweet sweet smells of baking bread and piped frosting, became much more important. Infused with meaning. Who would’ve thought that a mixture of eggs, flour and sugar would be capable of holding memories?

It never did get old.

She texted him of her whereabouts while on the road–on the way to their safehaven, tucked publicly between the bakery and the donut shop. He’d always respond. Tell her that he’d be waiting, unmoved on the same spot every single day. She’d arrive and find him standing to the side of the hall. She assumed that he hummed the minutes of anticipation away. Or that he tapped his feet to silence. Or that he counted commuters like insomniacs counted sheep. Sometimes, she thought of him drowning in the sweet smells (as if nostrils had taste buds). His eyes would be closed and a smile would slowly form on his lips. “Delicious,” he’d think.

They say that smells are powerful in that they can bring back the most hidden of memories. Every day grew into a memory.

She finds him in between the bakery and the donut shop and lets him take her into his arms. They kiss short kisses. He pulls back and stares at her. Smiles.

Serendipitously, he asks, “Donuts?”

That feeling you get when you know you’re doing something you love again.

A friend asked me to illustrate her book for her. The result:

It isn’t perfect or anything but I’m sure that the images and the way the colors flowed into each other had been in my brain for over 2 weeks now. You know. You just know when things end up the way you imagined them. It feels so good to be drawing/illustrating again–to have purpose for a doodle.

He had been talking for some three minutes now; explaining the ins and outs–the beauty–of what they had. The simple attempt to dumb down the complexity of what began almost two months ago was proving futile.

The words blended with the darkness of the room, the rustle of the leaves as they hit his window’s jalousies, and the slivers of dim light that passing cars flashed onto the ceiling.

Her eyes adjusted. Squinting, she followed the blurry outline of his lips as they mouthed words like “different,” “happy,” and “special.”

She had been listening all this time, thinking of words that would compare to the cliches that had proven so true in their time together. Alas, none would suffice.

She hoped that he could see the smile forming on her chapped lips as well.

“I don’t see why you should be scared. I’m not other people.”

A Doctor Who reference rose from her throat and, before she could stop herself from destroying the perfect moment in the night, escaped in lightly delivered breath.

“You aren’t other people. You’re an Ood.” Oh no. Stop it. “A very cute Ood at that.”

She pinched his cheek playfully. Prepared to simply plop down on the mattress and let him bathe in the scene that she had so playfully wrecked with a pop culture reference. Stared up at the dancing lights on the ceiling.

His teeth gleamed in the dark.

Surely, that had been a smile. One that she reflected back into the night as his face moved closer.

(Please excuse the Doctor Who reference. Fascinations are beginning to come out in my snippets. Haha). :)

A low buzz rang through the air. She shuffled her feet and hid them farther into the covers. Fog was coming into the room and, though probably unnoticed, dew was forming on her dainty little toes.

Fingers walked across the landscape of her waist until his hand, all five of his unkept fingers, settled on the slope of her stomach and began the ritual of lightly drawing eights on it. She lay still; kept her eyes closed regardless of the fact that her mind was awakening.

She shuffled her feet once more. The sheets rustled. The buzz grew louder. She opened the little slit of her left eye and peeked into the silver of oncoming daylight. The books on the shelf distorted so cohesively with the vapors. Her room, originally pink, drowned in the glow of a morning clinging on to the last colors of night.

His breath came up so close to her ear that a smirk plastered itself temporarily on her lips. A soft giggle, a form of surrender to the situation, escaped her throat.

The buzz rang louder.

She turned over to face the other side of her room, eyes still closed. Her hands moved over the rumpled sheets frantically. The buzz rang louder. He blew on her ear some more–teasing. His fingers drew eights on her waist at a much quicker pace.

She opened her eyes and met the light that came off a frosted-over screen.

“I just want to embrace you. Maybe later. Sleep.”

The phone landed with a muffled thud. She closed her eyes and waited for the drawn eights on her waist to lull her to silver slumbers.

Pleasant.

Her breathing halted. She had just told him the terrible news. His breaths synchronised with hers. Halting in the silence between the spaces of people’s stunted yammering. The mall was full. They were in the dark.

Corners closed in and the darkness widened. She stared down at her navel as he drew crop circles around it. His fingers snuck under her shirt and lingered on the flimsy blonde-ish hairs that littered her stomach; prodding for some air to come inside.

Pleasant.

He took her hand and brought her even closer.

Sniffles. If breathing was a lesson, she had aced the test. They inhaled at exactly the same time and let the air out in each others’ mouths.

All was quiet. All was pleasant.

“Go straight then turn left at the next corner.”

Her hands were caught in a flurry of gestures. Other than the fact that she was not confident with her sense of direction, she too was busy double-checking the inside of her bag for things she might’ve forgotten. Just imagine one hand waving oh-so freely in his personal space and the other seemingly stuck inside her purse; siphoned by Scylla and Charybdis, never to return.

His eyes alternated between looking at the road and looking at her. She noticed and stared back. A smile easily slid onto her lips.

“I told you to turn left.”

He nodded and proceeded to do so at the next corner.

She dropped her purse on the floor and stared at him as he drove slowly around the village. Not a word was uttered as the chorus inside her head grew louder. He nonchalantly put his hand over hers and continued finding a route out of the labyrinth so close to her home.

The car stopped as she leaned in to give him a kiss. Gracious rain began to fall.

Tsk. Tsk. Tsk.

Three strikes and a flame was brought to life. The dancing blues, reds, and yellows played on the tip of her lighter and passed on its fleeting breath to her cigarette. She inhaled repeatedly and watched as the delicate wisps of smoke took up space in the car.

He rolled down the window.

“This all is very much a cliche.”

“Cliches are based on things that actually happened.”

She breathed in once more. “Still.” She puffed out the window and took a few more moments to stare at the smoke vanish into the dark.

They had been parked on the side of the road for a little over two hours now. The slight drops of rain had managed to lay waste on the car door’s fake leather interior. The wind whistled through the narrow slit of the window. She closed her eyes, felt for the dampness, and thoughtlessly wiped it away.

He took her hand and licked the rain off. She giggled.

(I haven’t written anything in a long-ass time and some things have been begging to explode in short and orchestrated symphonies. Flash Number One. I need more of these outbursts. Really). :P